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Grammar Nazi on vacation
« on: June 03, 2008, 07:26:50 AM »
As I mentioned in the one newbie thread, The G-Nazi is going on vacation for god knows how long.

I won't go into the terrible details, suffice to say my heart has been utterly shattered. Monday morning I was so far above cloud nine that I could barely see it. At around 3pm yesterday, I went from that height down to the depths of hell in a single second. I don't know what to believe or who to trust anymore. I don't have friends close by that could help keep my mind off things, only you guys and a couple scattered friends on the net.

Things are bad. Really Fudgeing bad. I never knew someone could lie like that. So, right now, I dunno what I'm going to do. Quite honestly, I'm a little scared. :(
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Re: Grammar Nazi on vacation
« Reply #1 on: June 03, 2008, 07:48:15 AM »
Hey man....I've been there before (if it's what I think it might be).  Even if it's not, we're here to help out.  If you need anything, let me know - and I am sure that goes for all your 'mates here on FITES.  Just remember, and I thought this was a kind of interesting place to 'see' this kind of advise (saw it spraypainted on an overpass that I cross everyday on my way to work) 'It can always get better'.
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Re: Grammar Nazi on vacation
« Reply #2 on: June 03, 2008, 08:42:31 AM »
Now I'm wishing i had the money to buy cod4 to play with you guys... I think that could really help me right now.
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Re: Grammar Nazi on vacation
« Reply #3 on: June 03, 2008, 08:52:09 AM »
If I could, I'd buy it for you...but you and I are in the same boat when it comes to tha' monies.
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Re: Grammar Nazi on vacation
« Reply #4 on: June 03, 2008, 11:44:57 AM »
I swear to god I have never felt this worse in my entire life. This is beyond any pain i thought existed.
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Re: Grammar Nazi on vacation
« Reply #5 on: June 03, 2008, 01:27:25 PM »
I have been there man... Hang in there (I know that's not what you want to hear), it (mostly) gets better with time.  Do anything that will keep your mind off it, it's best that way.  A few years back I was devastated when I caught my GF of 3yrs sneaking around on me.  What worked best for me was, ahem, getting "back up on the proverbial horse", so to speak  :naughty:.  I'm not saying that's the best thing to do, but it helped me  :elaugh:.  Anyway I had blinders on for this girl and held her on a pedestal thinking nothing like that could ever happen, which I guess only made it worse.


On another note...
I currently am not using my COD4 account heavily, so we could possibly share my account until you can get some fundage together to purchase it.  Let me know, and we'll try to work out the details.
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Re: Grammar Nazi on vacation
« Reply #6 on: June 03, 2008, 04:28:15 PM »
If it's a girl thing remember this!!!  Girls are all bitches.....Bitches=whores...  whores=goldiggers.... may they all burn in hell...right after i have sex with them:)   
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Re: Grammar Nazi on vacation
« Reply #7 on: June 03, 2008, 04:55:25 PM »
I always have loved the saying: Women, Can't live with them, can't shoot them.  I am not a good one to talk to though.  I think I have become rather jaded after my divorce.
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Re: Grammar Nazi on vacation
« Reply #8 on: June 03, 2008, 05:28:35 PM »
I've been hurt by other girls before. Many times. This pain is multitudes beyond all of the past ones combined. There was no warning. No signs of decay or discord. One day she and I were so very close and optimistic for the future. The next day it was the polar opposite. She told me squarely that it was all a lie. I refuse to believe that all of what she said to me was a lie. She would have to have absolutely no heart to do that, and I could tell she definitely had a heart. It's almost as if she told herself it was a lie in order to make the break easier for HERSELF.

All the things she told me. All of the nights we shared on the phone. So many conversations with depth and substance. I could sense her feelings in her voice. It was not void of emotion at all. So how is it possible for someone to break it off so suddenly. One of the last things she told me yesterday was that I was not ready for love. It's totally the other way around. If she can say she loves someone so easily and then throw it back in their faces just as easily, then she does not know its meaning and is clearly not ready for it.

I know for a fact that she did care about me. She would not have taken the time or gone through the trouble of helping me get out of ruts or through harder parts of my life if she had no heart. So then it all goes back to my one question. How is this possible?

So many valid questions and I have gotten no answers from her. How the Fudge is this possible for someone to do to another?

It makes no sense.......
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Re: Grammar Nazi on vacation
« Reply #9 on: June 03, 2008, 07:49:59 PM »
Well, I just now got off the phone with my bro-in-law. It's the first time I laughed since sunday. He shared with me his experiences that were almost identical to mine. Made me feel a lot better. But what really cheered me up is that he and my sister are going to be moving to Lancaster in a few months. So I will be able to hang out with him a lot more and be a closer uncle to my nephew.

So I see a ray of hope on the horizon.
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Re: Grammar Nazi on vacation
« Reply #10 on: June 03, 2008, 08:24:23 PM »
There is always hope on the horizon.  Just hard to see sometimes.  And to show that movies have all the answers here is a little tidbit "Pain heals. Chicks dig scars. Glory... lasts forever."  Now you just have to guess what movie it is from.
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Re: Grammar Nazi on vacation
« Reply #11 on: June 03, 2008, 09:10:29 PM »
Remember... SEX CAN WAIT!  MASTURBATE!!  Hang in there.  Can't speak for everyone here, but it sounds like all of us including myself are pulling for time to get better for you.
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Re: Grammar Nazi on vacation
« Reply #12 on: June 03, 2008, 10:02:30 PM »
Quote from: Rathe on June 03, 2008, 08:24:23 PM
There is always hope on the horizon.  Just hard to see sometimes.  And to show that movies have all the answers here is a little tidbit "Pain heals. Chicks dig scars. Glory... lasts forever."  Now you just have to guess what movie it is from.


I couldn't help it because this was too easy!  The Replacements...
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Re: Grammar Nazi on vacation
« Reply #13 on: June 03, 2008, 10:11:36 PM »
Never saw it :P
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Re: Grammar Nazi on vacation
« Reply #14 on: June 03, 2008, 11:12:54 PM »
It featured Keanu Dracula...Damn. Count Dracula, like the cereal along with Gene Hackman and a huge group of black guys dancing to I Will Survive while spooning in Jail! Not worthy of a sit down in my opinion but that pretty much sums it up.

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